Feelings!

How much we plan or think or have different feelings. Unfortunately, these sorts of feelings will make us lonely. We'll search for a friend to spend the evening with but won't find anyone. we have to settle into conventional domestic life. A very familiar pattern we have to follow: husband, wife, baby, apartment, car. We will look like their shadows, more like our parents. But does it bad to have a different feeling? Feels like having someone to spend time with us? Fight for us or struggle with? Or understand us from the core of their hearts? We don't have to act,( Acting is all we do, in everyday life. We can't open ourselves even to the closest person and die like a close book. But every single life is a wonderful story, only you have to know how to read it.) Don't have to hide or life can be soft as a fresh morning? Sometimes it is, sometimes not. Because some of us wander.. some of us don't belong anywhere. I know how much loneliness and goodbyes hurt. But the world can burn us worse than that. Sometimes it feels as though there is no winning in human life cause the smallest things are the rarest to find. I know it is not possible for anyone else to understand what another feels. All we can do is send the very best wishes to them. But we can adore our feeling because our life stands on them.

Pretending!